True leadership is not a role one prepares for, but a call heard in faith that demands a total “yes,” plunging one into a transformative dance with the Spirit. When leaders exercise their ministry, what message do they want to convey?

Uppermost in this reflection: I realized that there’s no way to prepare oneself for leadership ministry. I knew no school then that could have trained me for leadership. Neither could one opt to enter into a leadership team or get oneself elected. It is not intentional, it is not accidental, it is a call that one hears and accepts in faith. And just like in swimming where one learns to swim by swimming, so does one learn the reins of leadership by plunging into it.
Dancing in the Realm of the Spirit
This means a TOTAL YES to the call! No if’s, no but’s. Just dare. And allow oneself to be thrown into the dance circle of Life and Mission. And there, one necessarily and willingly enters into the realm of the Spirit. That’s where leadership and the leader thrive. While every new leadership team starts with team-building and planning, where goals are defined and strategies laid down, every single day is a journey in listening and responding to the Spirit.
A Journey of the Heart
I can therefore say that Leadership is a journey of the heart. One’s heart is intuitive, discerning. It is graced to interpret and articulate what one discerns and co-discerns. The heart is impelled with a readiness for change, empowered to let go and let come; to be a presence among Sisters and communities with an impact. In the process, one is able to go beyond what is. One undergoes the process and becomes a facilitator of transformation. More than being an agent of transformation, one undergoes the process herself.

Discerning God’s Action Now
“Transformative leadership is not about what we want to see fixed, it is about what God is doing right now.” (cf. Keynote, Leadership Conference of Women Religious, August 12-15, 2025). It is with one’s heart that she perceives the action of God within her and outside of her—through the events that happen, through the companions she works with, through the issues that call for discernment, discussion, decision, and action. Listening to one’s heart, she necessarily changes the perspective by which to view the reality outside and inside of her. The heart has its way of tugging her, pricking her, or caressing her. Sensitive to the heart throbs, one is able to interpret the corresponding message from the Spirit.
Transformative Moments: From Expert to Learner
I remember, when I was doing my first general visitation as a member of the CLT: my luggage was packed with academic experiences as a school accreditor. So, when I visited communities or listened to the sisters, my paradigm was that of a school accreditor, more than a fellow sojourner on the way. My posture was to look for better ways to do things, to look for the best features in a given situation or issues that could be improved; not to listen and search with my fellow sisters. That for me was a moment of enlightenment. It was an “AHA!” moment when I realized I could do better and approach the matter differently. It was for me a transformative moment. I questioned my consciousness and consequently changed.
Another strong U-turn I made: Again, as a school person, I never went to an assignment without adequate preparation. It was just part of any visitation to prepare a sort of “lesson plan” with clear goals, strategies, and expected outcomes. But given the differences of culture, language, worldview, time, and context when I reached a certain province, all my preparations were worth trashing. I took a deep plunge to recognize that the Spirit is the one acting among us and through us, not me and my so-called “expertise.”
The Liberating Path
Acting on this realization, I consequently traveled lighter and my heart more open and docile to what was new and different. I started to be less a teacher and more a learner. And this is what Transformative Leadership is all about. What a liberating moment! What a transformative experience!

An Eternal Legacy
There are countless experiences of grace; moments of liberating transformation. More than I could give myself, I received and continue to receive a lot more. And thank God, one does not stay in leadership forever. But the transformative experience one undergoes stays forever. At the end of one’s term, one could only exclaim with gratitude, it was worth the YES! And if there’s one legacy that any leader could leave behind, it is this: Transformation is not impossible; it happens every day. Transformation is the way of the servant of the Holy Spirit
Sr. Eden Panganiban, SSpS – Province of Philippines North
